Grieving Still

tonight, you are 2 years gone
but do you know,
it's just like yesterday for me.
all came rushing in my memory,
the ache-bringing pictures and scenery.

each time i close my eyes
the feeling intensifies...
i remember how you cared for me
and your love is what i misses...

right now i am asking
the same old question i had in mind.
as they say,
these things heal through time,
but why mine don't?

is it not yet its time?
or was it all along just a lie?

i want to move on and
live life with out this pain,
no longing for someone that i know will never come back.

you are a bitter-sweet memory.
and remembering you
is like crying in the rain...

saying i'm perfectly fine
but still grieving inside.