descisive and impulsive??

these two words goes just right for me.

have been thinking whether i go home today or stay for another week. have been fighting my usge to just hop in in the next bus i see on the street.

wanna go home and just do my appointments and stuff back in bacolod or salt my butt for the next 2 boring days here in hinobaan.

u know what i wanna do..? as in right at this moment?

GO HOME... bye!

just one of my nothingness. jiji!

ficle mind, sickled feelings!!

haven't been able to write an entry for such a long time and i have just plenty of things i want to say, yet the irony is that i have no enough words to exactly tell them.

id like to say that as of the moment, one thing that tops my mind is a guy!

half of me says that he is not worh a single thought from me and another part of myself says he does. obviously, you know which part of me wins coz im writing about him now.

from my last post, i was talking about how my trip went from hinobaan right? well i was back a month and a half ago and i have been rendering my volunteer service in a municipal hospital here.

my first 3 weeks was an awful time for me but with the help of few kind people io met, i made a couple of friends and wallah! i am alive and well and so coping!

just to make it short, out of no choice since manong christian is right at my back, might be reading my post, i met a guy.

he isnt the guy i usually hav a crushy feelings on, he's just so out of my league but maybe because i am missing the feeling of being in a relationship, and of course, he's fun top be with, i fell for him. ill continue tomorrow! haha! the place i am in, ta linda's comp shop, is filled with other users and... i just wanna get out of here...now!