When i got hired by cvg three months ago, i found myself inside training room 10 with other new hired agents just like me, staring blankly at each other. From the very beginning, i told myself that i was there for work, nothing else. Looking at my wave mates, i said that i had nothing to do with them so i remained distant. Considering my personality, I just dont like minggling with people i barely know more than their faces and names.
I didnt really bother knowing them at all because i knew for myself that everything i would have with cvg wasnt something but transitory. I wouldn't want to be all emo when my time to leave had come. I hate saying goodbyes to people i have attached myself with so i'd rather be alone than allow myself to be close with someone.
Time really flew so fast that i hadnt realized that i had to go soon. I only had one problem then. I came to love everything about cvg. The people im working with, the company itself, the salary and benefits and the team (Team Ostimos) i was in. The wave mates i thought i would never give time to know better has eventually become the biggest part of the happiest memory i had working at cvg.
At the same time, here came the opportunity i had been waiting for..to be able to start a nursing career with rmci (dpotmh). I would have kept both if i could but i had to pick just one. As i always say to myself: i have to give up something if i want something more...
Sacrifices and Investments. Two things i had to deal with when i chose between cvg and rmci. I had to sacrifice all the things i had with cvg including the friendship i have made and the fun and perks of being a cvg employee to invest a future with rmci. I weighed things over and this is the path ive chosen. There's no turning back now no matter how rocky this road will become. I will have to just move forward, hang on and go on.
Right now, im sitting in one of the corner cubicle of the library of rmc, listening to snow patrol's signal fire. Im killing time until our CEP orientation resumes at 10:30am.
♬no i dont want to wait forever...♬
This is one thing i dislike about break time. It allows me to be by myself unable to deal with my longing.. i cant block my memory from going back to the late night joke sessions we had at Garden or Select. I can vividly picture out how the guys sang songs like pros.. im still going back to my last memory with them at robinson's and ice's family ktv. I definitely am missing my cvg family soooo much.sigh.
Wherever they are, the bond ive made with each one with them will always stay strong in me. though separated by the kind of job we have, we are still friends.
On wednesday, i will go back to cvg to settle everything for me to be cleared. That's going to be when i will finally be over with cvg.
PS. thank you so much my Team Ostimos family. Im so lucky you were the ones i met. You made my short stay in cvg worth to remember in a lifetime.♥♥♥
